ANDY

I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so i would not break. Even now, when people lean down to touch me, or hug me, or put a hand on my shoulder, i hold my breath. I turn my face. I want to cry.

— Marya Hornbacher  (via debauchedlifestyle)

October 5, 2014 — 11:24pm with 8,294 notes
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